ive been thinking about it..

ive been quite high maintenance these days. everyday go out must put eyeliner, shave armpit, put lip balm, blusher once, eye shadow once, wear ALOT of dresses and skirts and girly clothes.. i even considered waxing my legs and arms!

maybe that's why im attracting all the unwanted attention.. but then, cant i make myself prettier? i'm 20 already leh! dun put makeup now, when put?
:(

and im so happy cause cat's sister after meeting me yesterday, said i very got "nu3 ren2 wei4"

omg lor. i havent heard pple complimenting me in this way for damn long le lor!!
(:
so ive been trying to look more feminine, behave nicely, talk nicely, walk nicely, eat nicely, behave more like a girl..
but then my stalker rate also increased!!

hais. wad shld i do?
:(