10.25/3.75
(i put decimals today just to make myself fell better cause it seems a little bit shorter now)
(:
FINALLY FINALLY 3 DAYS LEFT
im dying without my darling already
:(
just hung up the phone, but not after a little bit unhappiness..
when he called me 10.06pm, i was in a foul mood due to some studies/family/financial problems and he turned out to be pissed off too due to his stupid inefficient in-charge wasting his time plus he's tired after days of tough physical training and having minimal sleep for the past 10 days.
so a little thing sparked us off and we got really pissed with each other and hung up. after i cooled down after 20 minutes, i called him back and we chatted till just then we hung up.
i was so glad that i called him back cause i so enjoyed those precious 30 minutes spent talking to him. there was some bad news from him though. we can't get to use his car on monday n tues as planned. :( so we got to find other methods or work it out with his dad. i was initially really disappointed cause i miss being in his car and i knew he miss driving but then wads important is getting to spend time with each other, car or no car.
and another bad news is, he requested to smoke more than one per day. :( i totally understand that training's tough inside and he needs to smoke it off but its real harmful to his health. i wont care if its other pple, but its my boyfriend and we are in such a serious relationship, i really dont wish to see him smoke and get all those scary and deadly cancers in the future. maybe its a bit exaggerated, but to me, watching him smoke is like watching him lessen his living years day by day and its really quite torturous for me.
anyway, we had a really enjoyable and sweet talk and i'm so happy that he still sent me a goodnight sms despite him being tired/phone low batt and all (:
and i'm really glad that till now, our relationship is not really affected by him going in and our little conflicts get resolved fast. we really had to treasure all the time that we have to talk to each other every night because its really hard for both of us to just have tt little window of a couple of minutes per day and its seriously too little. In the past, we spend all our day time tgt and at night we still get to talk as long as we want. its so much different now and i think we both still aren't taking it well. it's always hard to say good bye.
on a brighter note, it's less than 4 days away and i'll get to see him soon (:

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bad day for me though. flunked my audit test completely. sigh. and i didnt do as well as expected for my stat test. combining the first test and this, i only managed to get 34.3% out of 40% and if i'm aiming for an AD ive got to work really hard for my final paper which takes up 50%. 10% is for participation and i'm sure i'll score for that
:)

gotta go write my report already. time to stop procrastinating and get it done lol. teacher already called me up to rush me
=x

miss my darling <3333