im so utterly disappointed with john. this is the 100000000000000000000000000001th time he broke his promise again and i really had enough of his nonsense.

why cant he learn to keep to his words instead of letting me down again and again?
when you FUCKING PROMISED SOMETHING THAT KEEP TO IT DAMN IT!
IF NOT WHAT THE FUCK SAKE IS THE PROMISE FOR????

i hate people who dont keep to their words and now i feel so disappointed that my guy had to be the worse of such people.