Monday, July 13, 2009,
sent my darling to camp today..
:(
he picked me up at 630am, went to his house where i whined about not having 'nice food' to eat. im a super picky person when it comes to breakfast.. =x
in the end he brought out tim tam and caprisone. whee!!
his daddy and mummy went with us. daddy dropped us at the pier while we 3 went in. now cuz of H1N1 only 2 visitors allowed so his daddy sacrifaced himself.. :( cause he is a officer so he used to go to Tekong alot i think so he let me and his mother go to the island see see.
took quite some time waiting for the ferry. finally we boarded it and we still had to wait for people to board and everything
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just finish calling darling. he damn sweet he kept calling me throughout the day whenever he gets little breaks or he try to rush his stuffs so he can squeeze some time to talk to me.. i miss him so much :(
today only first day i'm dying alr. just now we talked again, trying save batt so his phone can use longer. he only brought 3 batts in and now one batt already super low
:(
sad sad. halfway i cried cuz i miss him too much then my daddy came in and saw. very paiseh.
love my baby so much. he'll only be coming out on next sunday so it's still a long wait.
:(
without him, time pass so slow. and the most horrible thing is that his phone batteries are running out so probably the next few days we wont be able to talk as much le. :(
sad. i really cant do w/o my darling. he is more than anything i need and i feel so lonely and incomplete without him
he has just sent me another sms. drove me to tears again..
really regretting on how i havent been cherishing the times we spent tgt in the past months. I should have loved him more and spent more time enjoying his company rather than finding his faults and quarrelling over small matters.. but at least now i know that he really loves me and its really comforting and gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside.. (:
all the time im thinking of what he is doing inside camp and imagining his schedule and stuffs; i cant really concentrate on my work. :(
i love you my dearest, i really do. cant wait for you to book out next Sunday. I'm so gonna hug you for 5 hours straight
shit, ive started crying again :'(
7:42 PM
Monday, July 13, 2009