ive found the most amazing place to cheer myself up
been missing dear all day and wallowing in sadness
but i found this forum where all the girls whose bfs are in NS come tgt and chat
(:
feel so much better now
(:
and NS like so scary la.. all their bfs got like rashes, fever(gotten from sleepless nights in field camp, staying awake protecting rifle in order not to get confined), back aches, pain from internal organs blah blah
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