I know you will never get to read this but:

Happy 21st Birthday John!!!

It's such a huge milestone in life and I'm sure Jolyn is doing a great job celebrating it for you. Actually what I planned to do for you is to organise a chalet in Sentosa for 2 nights and invite all your friends and family down to party. I still remember being so happy cause it falls on a Saturday and you would be out from camp and everyone else should be free to attend (: Then after the party we have like the entire chalet to ourselves and we could go frolick around at the beach and have a romantic moonlight dinner. After which we would walk hand-in-hand around, enjoying the scenery and maybe drop by Keppel Island for our tiramisu(though yours is like a million times nicer!). After which, we would walk along the sea like we used to and I would listen to you talk about your life, your friends, golf, family matters and our future. We would then go back to the chalet, and we would bathe together(actually, every time it's just you bathing me hahas) and snuggle into the warm bed with you. We wouldnt fall asleep immediately though. Maybe we would make a round of sweet love(I'm sure you would like that), and we would lie real close to each other hugging, and we would put our faces really near and we would stare into each other's eyes and laugh at how cute we both look.

But whatever. I'm sure what Jolyn did for you today will be like a million times better than what I would do. Maybe she even bought you a Porche or something. She got enough moola anyway =x

Anyway, have a great and blessed year ahead John! Take care in army and hopefully your back problem doesn't trouble you anymore. Cut down on smoking if you can because it really harms your health and I really wish that you live a hundred years. Drive safe.

I love you.